Well is 31/December/2010  and is been a long time since i seen you or kiss you i miss you so much is painful and hard going day by day but everything has a purpose in life, what is my  purpose in all of this i don't know but i hope to find out soon. i know no one is ready or prepare to be in a situation like this all i hope is for you to be OK and happy whit your dad i hope to have you soon whit me and your sister i let everything on Gods hands is amazing how we forget of holding on to god and have faith and we need to go true hard moments to see how wrong we wear. someone told me is better you than me, i have a lot of  guilt in me because off doing things the way i did but is to late to go back all i ask is for God to give me the strength to go day by day till i get you back on my arms and for you and your sister to see you again.